If anyone of you guys hear my cries. Please help me. Please rescue me. I'm lost in the world of logic. Everything I deal wih have to do with logic. So much so that I'm irritated with myself for thinking like a logical mainiac. There isn't anything I can do about it.

Think about it.

I can't enjoy life anymore. I'm not what I used to be. I have lost my personality. I've crumbled. I'm going with the flow of my desires. Live life to the fullest? I can't do that. There is no meaning in life anyway. Why am I here today? Because I have something to fufil tomorrow.

Its scary. I'm living this world task by task following the most logical way ever. Whatever happened to being abstract? What happened to the boy within me? The only thing I'm doing now is seeking attention.

Look for the signs.

Black: Loneliness. Lost. Mysterious.

I need help. If anyone can help me, please come forward. I have to say that I may lose my mind soon to logic so please forgive me if I have ever hurt you while you were trying to help me. I can't help it.

This is a plea for help. Guide me to where I once was. I want to find myself again.




Imagine playing this song on any graduation. More people would cry. I almost shed a tear just listening to this song! Silly me xP.

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives,
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause were on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cuz you don't have another day

Cuz we're moving on and we cant slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June,
I didnt know much of love but it came too soon.
And there was me and you and well we got real blue,
Stay at home talking on the telephone, with me,
We'd get so excited and we'd get so scared,
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair...

And this is how it feels...

As we go on,
We remember,
All the times we,
Had together,
And as our lives change,
from on ever,
We will still be
Friends Forever...

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money,
When we look back now will our jokes still be funny?,
Will we still remember everything we learned in school,
Still be trying to break every single rule?(every rule)
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that its not goodbye,(not goodbye)
Keep on thinkin its our time to fly,

And this is how it feels...

As we go on,
We remember,
All the times we,
Had together,
And as our lives change,
from on ever,
We will still be
Friends Forever...

la,la,la,la... yeah, yeah...la, la, la, la
We will still be,
Friends Forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow? (somehow)
I guess I thought that this would never end,
AND SUDDENLY IT'S LIKE WE'RE WOMEN AND MEN
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Or will these memories fade when I leave this town?,
I keep, I keep thinking that its not goodbye
Keep on thinking its our time to fly...


As we go on,
We remember,
All the times we,
Had together,
And as our lives change,
from on ever,
We will still be
Friends Forever...

As we go on,
We remember,
All the times we,
Had together,
And as our lives change,
from on ever,
We will still be
Friends Forever...

As we go on,
We remember,
All the times we,
Had together,
And as our lives change,
from whatever,
We will still be
Friends Forever...




Sorry, I can't stop laughing. I just read some blogs on DW and I finally understand what James and Kenneth meant about Ah Beng smoking. Rofl. Go Google "Dolphin Warrior" and you see what I mean.

Anyway, why I can't stop laughing is because after laughing, I went on to read this stupid webcomic that made me laugh even more... so now I can't stop laughing.

Goodness...

Laughter is good! Or so I heard.

"Bugs Bunny: you guys know who she is, she is jeanette, age 23, executive director of DW also. Earns 5 digit sum pay, also fail N-levels ( stun , hot chick turned out to be stupid rich chick, director somemore) So we exited at level 23 to go back to the same office. and guess who welcomed me.

.. i never bluff, chao ah bengs with golden hair and in formal wear, but they not holding ciggarettes la, although can smell like they were just a moment ago. So these were to employers of DW COMPANY. fuck, now i noe why the directors all N -level fail."

"Ya.Ya.Ya.
I'm chosen by that Dolphin Warrior company andI don't know what to do about it.
-_-.

I saw the greatest irony ever when I went for the interview in that company.
It really opened up my eyes.
HOW CAN PEOPLE SELL HEALTH PRODUCTS AND PREACH ABOUT HUMAN HEALTH AT THE SAME TIME WHEN THE WHOLE COMPANY IS SMOKING AND REEKS OF SMOKE!?
WHERE GOT SUCH THINGS ONE!?

Piang eh.
I seriously don't know what to do about the selection thing.

I should go bang my head and act chi1 dai1.
Then nobody in that company shall believe that I was chosen.

*Kua kua kua..."

James & Kenneth, sorry for not believing you! Ahahahahahaha




They hate my determination
They hate my spirit
They hate logic
They can't accept the truth

Why can't they accept me

Therefore I perservere
To prove them wrong
To overcome rejections
And show them the new me