Thursday, June 26, 2008 

Hi guys, after tidying up my life during my long leave of absence, I'm finally back to roll.

Other than tidying up my stuff, lots of things have happened.

I went to Shanghai. God were the things there great! I wanna go back! Hell! I wanna stay there! I bought quite a number of books for collection. They are pretty nice to read. And finally I got to see my Dad. When we parted, I did not cry like before. I mean, there is no point right?

My dad is my hero, he is the one that gave my strength in everything I did. He is my role model for enduring, leadership and success. I respect him a lot. I'll take on his footsteps and make myself a success.

I guess things finally got sorted out. I am enthusiastic and ready to dive into the Marketing world. I've recently realised how much fun Marketing were aside understanding it in the first place. Connecting with consumers and marketing, in the first place, there are the very integral part of the company.

So Marketing world! Here I come!

Recently I have been on a losing streak to Wen Jun. I gave excuses to pacify myself that he's style of playing counters mine (wierd but true). But the fact is that he is now stronger than me. Enough is enough, I've gotten sick of this rivalry as it is affecting my studies.

Studies come first before Wei Qi, I lost my purpose in Wei Qi once I could not keep up with Wen Jun. The only thing now is to look back and see what I've done. I'm continuing on with Wei Qi to do my school proud.

I'll probably step down as captain somewhere after this semester. It's due time to hit the books. I only hope Wen Jun can cope when I'm not around. To be honest, He's a friggin' slacker but can be quite the motivator when he wants to. Me? I'm thoroughly burnt out. I can't do this anymore.

Each and every day passes without meaning. I'm just aiming to get an A for my results and to get into university. Oh.. this feels nostalgic. Just like before I got to know about Wei Qi. Will my drive for Wei Qi really fade away? Is that light still burning brightly? Will I hang on?

Or will I fall?

The breeze blows through the wind and I feel the dampness on my face. It's morning already? The green grass and the beautiful trees. The perfect place to rest and take a read. My eyelids feel heavy. I drift off to sleep.



1:30 AM


feel the beat 

be in the present 


the editor 

Name: Xing Wei, Poh
E-msg: dark.Radiance@hotmail.com
Birth: 3rd August 1989 AD
Type: Singaporean
Sign: Snake / Leo
Char: INTJ / ISTJ
Into: Photography / Wei Qi /
         Texas Hold 'em / Card Magic
Edu: Nanyang Polytechnic (Marketing)

the wishlist 

Laptop
Chinese tuition
Learn golf
Dental treatment
Analog watch
Pro in card magic
Playstation Portable
Place in University
Time
Money
Peace

The future lurks 

NYP

Brian
Charmian
Cindy
Dorin
Jun Jie
Li Lin
Mandy
Michael
Sarah Jane
Siok Yee
Siqi
Yan Tao

TEP

Florence
Jessica
Lynda
Patricia
Si Wei
Wen Li

GO Youth

Cindy
Daniel
Jia Cheng
Kai Wen
Mervyn
Mun Yi
Peng Hong
Phillip
Siong Hwai
Tabitha
Wen Bin
Yong Sheng
Yurika
Zhang Xiang
Zhi Xiong

SPF

Aaron
Alvin
Avanna
Chang Yuan
Eugene Tan
Kai Wen
Khairul
Lin Yun
Shui Jin
Siew Yun
Stephanie
Swee Khoon
Ting Xuan
Wei Xiang

GPS

Bertram
Xu Hui

Friends :D

Sheila
Yu Shan

learn from the past 

July 2004
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February 2005
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April 2005
January 2006
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August 2006
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November 2006
December 2006
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March 2007
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June 2007
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August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
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November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
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theory 

Life isn't about being stuck. Life is about change. One thing you do affects the other. Appreciate the beauty of it. The domino effect, chaos theory. What you do, say, type and act out counts.

A blog is for you to express yourself. Use it wisely. It may be your best weapon, it may be your only friend. It may be, your life.

Chaos Theory precedes.