船到桥头自然直。The boat will straighten when it reaches the dock.

I have been living by this phrase for the previous few weeks. Reliance on things to straighten out when the time comes. This includes procrastination and failure to stick to deadlines.

However, I believe I have come out of this phrase of my life. I am willing to work hard again.

Just today I decided to go on a budget meal! Only allow $5 for every meal. Firstly, it restricts my appetite for sweets and stuff. Secondly, it helps on my pocket. Haha.

Lunch - Mixed Rice $4.50 No Drinks
Dinner - Duck Porridge $3.50 Soya Bean $1.30

I managed to hit my budget for today! ^^




Hi guys. I apologise for the behaviour I have recently.

I was listless, unmotivated and dragged my feet around. I wasn't a good teammate or a good friend. I was up to my neck in commitments and did not manage to handle them well.

I have let down those who had faith in me and I thank you for tolerating all my nonsense and excuses.

I just wanted to let you know I'm picking myself up again. It was an awful period and awful time for me.

I treat it like a lesson I'll never forget, this hard period.

Thank you for your patience.



















It's like running with a parachute.

I'm bogged down by many things. The events happening around me. The commitments I have to do.

I'm not performing at my maximum efficiency. But I'm putting in maximum effort. It doesn't work out somehow.

I want to let go of the parachute. But they have consequences. Should I hang on and get through this? Or should I drop my weights and see what lies ahead?

But I really guess I have no choice but to carry on with this madness.

The thing is, if given the choice to drop it.

Will I drop?




Right now, I'm intoxicated.

I've rushed my Brand Management project. With the help of a Mocha drink. I wonder how much caffeine is in there. It did help me stay awake though.

I'm about to rush another ICA. I'm already drinking another Mocha. I wonder what will happen.

I'm already starting to act a little eccentric. I wonder if that's just me.

I haven't stayed up so long without enjoyment before. Used to be up so late to play games. But work? @_@

I'm having a competition on Saturday. I wonder how staying up more than 24hrs straight will affect my ability to play. I have lots of commitments.

I'm just here to take a breather.

Let's just hope I get myself together.

Please. Haha.




I've recently watched Juno. It's a very nice and meaningful show.

But to most immature brats, it'll probably be a lame show. Anyway, the story is about how a girl got pregnant and decided to give birth and choose the baby's adoptive parents (Juno's a student). It's a very real story, though I don't believe people were that polite, and kinda made me reflect for awhile.

Cool, nowadays shows like Superhero movie just make you wanna puke. Thanks for a good show coming along.

I think taxis have been my best friend of late. I've always been taking them since I cannot really get up in the morning.

Same for this morning while I was supposed to go for the Hair for Hope Event. I was delayed by my mum but we eventually got there. Derrick met me there and I had to rush like mad. My time slot was ending in 20 mins.

Not really a problem, I was shaved in a minute or 2. Like what the hell!? So fast? I didn't notice the difference. I got my certificate and rushed back home.

I laughed. I had a laughing fit when I looked myself in the mirror.

This, was the new me! LOL.

I went to a wedding dinner and when I looked into the mirror, I was expecting my hair to be there but all that was left was a round egg. :(

Have fun laughing.