Tuesday, May 26, 2009
I graduated.
You know who I miss? I don't miss friends. They're always there, ready to talk and crap whenever we can.
The people I really miss are my lecturers. Miss them dearly. Miss school life already.
Thank all lecturers, esp Miss Erica Fong for being such a wonderful mentor.
T.T
7:28 PM
Thursday, May 21, 2009
It's a sad day. After some reflection, I really did cause this mess. Usually I'm right, but this time, I was wrong. Never did I think that such a person existed.
Was Liu Bei's, Zhang Fei's, Guan Yu's romance for naught? Why would someone not seek loyalty and friendship but go for the enjoyment of other's suffering instead.
Perhaps it's true as my mother said, that I haven't seen the world yet, that there are all kinds of people in the world. My mother's words hurt when I first heard it. I thought she was joking or exagarating when she used an extreme word to describe that person. Only then I started to realise that it was beginning to make perfect sense.
My anger built and my blood boiled but after all the damage done, I'm really on the losing end if I continue to stand for what I believe in. "Sometimes you got to analyse the situation first" I fought back with much gusto when I heard that. It wasn't in the calculation. I sorely missed it. But that's how it is in life, I dropped my shoulders as I listened to her, realising that she has indeed experienced the world longer than me and have seen different kinds of people.
Tears built up as my heart started to hurt. What has this person done? Is this going to continue? I'm sick and tired already. I had to stay strong in front of my mum. Her words made the perfect sense but why did I so helpless.
I need to repent.
有小人在捣乱。
1:46 AM
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Preparation for Lanke Cup checklist.
死活大全
Complete 1st & 2nd Chapter 3 times before Lanke Cup.
Complete 1st - 3rd Chapter 1 time before end of this week.
中国流研究
Obtain 100 kifu for research and sort out before end of this week.
打古力谱
Once every 2 days.
研究定式
3 days before Lanke Cup, revise trick moves solutions.
Hoping to obtain 5 - 6 wins for Lanke Cup!
Ganbatte!
2:37 AM
Monday, May 18, 2009
Top 4
Colours
1. Black
2. Green
3. Red
4. Purple
Hobbies
1. Wei Qi
2. Poker
3. Photography
4. Card Magic
Fruits
1. Golden Kiwi
2. Mangosteen
3. Mango
4. Durian
Drinks
1. Birds' Nest Water
2. Hot Milo
3. Soya Bean
4. Yam Milk Shake
Seafood
1. Prawn
2. Crab
3. Stingray
4. Mussels
1. Classical
2. Jazz
3. Pop
4. Country
Movie Genres
1. Mysteries
2. Thriller
3. War
4. Documentaries
Book Genres
1. Mystery
2. Self-help
3. Marketing
4. Wei Qi
Magazines
1. The Official Playstation Magazine
2. Discovery Channel Magazine
3. 围棋天地
4. Marketing
5:09 PM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
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Ahh crap. This screws all the plans I had in mind. Why did it have to come now. Sigh.
11:43 PM
Monday, May 04, 2009
Haha, there was a time when I was in the Boys' Brigade. Those memories don't seem to fade. How I wish I was still a part of them. Maybe I would be, but maybe I wouldn't. It's kind of sad to see that part of my life just fade away.
But maybe I'll look back, and rebuild bridges and take a look at it all again. It can't be that bad right? Things aren't always as bad as they seem. But where is the courage to turn back, I just can't seem to muster it.
What lies in front of me is a go board. Not many people would associate that as part of themselves but to me, it is when I play. I've spent close to 2 years in front of this go board, endless improvement, my friends and teachers and those who knew me through these 19x19 lines.
I cannot judge myself through these board but this is where I currently stand, where I cannot leave, but it requires so much commitment I probably missed 10 years of enjoyment by staring at the Go board for so long.
How long more would I stand. Where would I go? The future is unclear. It's forked into many directions. I just put my hand close to my heart and let time take me there.
Then I'll look back and say, I was there before, and grin...
4:52 PM
Sunday, May 03, 2009
I shall now do the victory pose whenever I achieve my goal!
I call it the "Bolt's Victory Pose".
11:07 PM
