10:00 PM

My games have rotted. My sense and skills fall away.

My weakness exposed and my train of thought collapsing. This is the way I play raw weiqi. Without rationale. Without soul. Without a proper flow of the game. Rock solid walls displayed on the board are of no particular use. The trained skills of a weaver that I used to have used to delicately position my wall's presence in the right direction. Comparing a jackhammer to a chained mace, right now I am the latter. All power but no direction, swining massiveness in all direction.

I am dismayed at the way I play. How long will it take to bring me back to my former tenderness? Or shall I use this as an advantage to sharpen up on my glaring weakness and turn it into an insurmountable advantage, the flow and direction of the game could very well be my future forte.

4:49 PM

Goodbye. Take care. :) Will miss ya.

Be back in 2 weeks.

11:26 AM

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warmth of home

comfort of home

friends

family

1 more day...

6:20 PM